sabrinamarie

Im so tired. I havent been able to run in two days, between getting ready for school, and getting a job. Which, I have accomplished, but without the working out, I have no energy. Even with the working out, I have no energy. But today and yesterday I have done nothing. I havent even been online!(much) My weight is ok right now, but Im not going to weigh in untill I get out of this slump, just in case I put on another pound. Tomarrow DH is off and we are getting out of the house and doing FUN things, so I think that will help.

So, BLAH!

 Well, ladies, its that time of the month for me. Im just getting used to them again, as my lil girl is only almost 5 months. Now I have the problem of cravings. The chocolate and fried food cravings. I always used to use this time as an excuse to cheat on diets, but I was never serious before now. I have already had a chocolate shake, and have potatoe wedges on the way…… Ah to be a woman……

On the bright side I got to jog this morning before AF came to bug me. I think missing a day through me off.

This is an excerpt from my food/excercise journal from today:

   “Turns out if I miss even one day, it screws me up. My first lap was great, my first walk I felt on top of the world, I would have kept running if I didnt need a drink! I wish I had kept running. I didnt make it three mins into my 2nd lap [running] before I wanted to stop. But I cant be down on myself. I will do better next time!!”

Well, I will eat the great-tasting-bad-for-my-diet potatoes, then I think I will try to blog next time I get a craving, or maybe clean something. If I cleaned every time I wanted to overeat, my whole road would be clean( and I live on a dirt road!!!)

 Thats about it. I need a job. I dont want to sit around all day anymore. But with my scheadule restrictions its really hard.